Grandpa

My beloved grandpa left me not long ago to be with god, he left me abundances of sweet memories, many misses and a little bit of regrets.

Grandpa

Grandpa grandpa how I missed you,

I missed

your paper boat your folded,

I missed

the dinners you accompanied me,

I missed

every jokes you attempt to crack,

I missed

your presence by my side.

Grandpa grandpa how I've disappoint you,
I'm sorry
that I didn't visit you enough,
I'm sorry
that I can't fulfill your little request,
I'm sorry
that I can't be at your side when you most needed me,
I'm sorry
that the disappointments and worries I've caused.

Grandpa grandpa I thank you,

I thank you for

your guidance you gave,

I thank you for

all the memories you left behind,

I thank you for

care and concern you shown towards me and my brother,

I thank you for

everything and every moment you're by my side.

Grandpa grandpa I promise you,

I promise to

take care of mum and the entire family,

I promise to

live my life to the fullest,

I promise to

be like you, honest and a good man,

I promise to

fulfill all the promise I mentioned above.

Grandpa grandpa you've since left me,

Your teachings with be in my heart

forever,

Your presence will be

missed,

I will fulfill my promise made to

you.

I miss you so so much.

I felt pathetic, no matter how much time I mentioned treasuring your loves one. I hardly visited my grandpa over a year. Maybe only christmas and his birthday. The last time I saw him alive, I could see tears overwhelmed from his eyes. He missed me so much, I could sense that, I follow up to hold him, I felt sadness then. He watched my growth for 23 years, he was such a jovial person, he brings joys to everyone around him.

No matter what I wrote, what I say here is meaningless nonetheless, he won't hear me anymore. I'm glad he left in peace, he was in coma before his heart stopped.

In my religion, I really hope he could at least hear my promises I made to him, hope that I could make up all for his request which I can't fulfill.

Good bye, you will be in my heart forever.